I feel unqualified and spoiled.
A typical American girl who was given everything as a child.
Taking, taking, taking.
Only thinking of myself.
I want it to stop.
But I am different, am I not?
Showing no disrespect to my parents (most of the time).
And yes I make mistakes, but at least I feel remorse.
Learning to love without wanting anything in return.
Trying to be a better person, but not because I think it will save me.
Or maybe that is just my problem. Just trying.
I am making something of my life, not just taking.
I am giving as much as I can, and possibly more.
I am completely surrendered, and I have never felt more free.